Hello! It’s been a while since my last Hey, It’s Okay… post. They are some of my favourite posts to share and some of the most read and most popular on the blog. I still have so many things I want to talk about in these posts but instead of committing to one every month, I tend to write them when I feel strongly about certain topics.
Most of my life I have felt different. It’s a hard feeling to describe but one of the easiest ways I can think of is a square peg in a round hole. It’s not so much a feeling of isolation but more to do with the way I think and how I perceive things. Right now I am super proud of the person I am! I don’t let being an individual define me as much as it once did.
I want to use this post to explain some of the ways I have felt different but at the same time I realise other people may deem these differences as ‘normal’.
School
At school I was the well behaved student, who always handed work in on time and always did her homework. I didn’t perceive myself as better than the other students, I’ve always had a strong work ethic and was worried what would happen if I didn’t get it done on time. I thought I would get a detention or get in trouble. I was never a big fan of the social element of school either, I didn’t party or drink alcohol. I never made drunken decisions I would later regret and did well academically.
Blog Monetisation
I have spoken about this briefly before and in fact dedicated a whole post to it *HERE*. I never started blogging with the intention to make money from it. I don’t get paid to review products and I have never been sent anything to review. I don’t mind the fact I don’t do this because my readers know this blog is purely me and I talk about products I have purchased with my own money or won through giveaways. Having so many new products to review and write about would overwhelm me. I very much like comfort zones.
Dating & Relationships
Before I met my boyfriend I had no previous relationship experience and sometimes I felt like I was strange and that there was something wrong with me. I never felt like I had to have a boyfriend and it would happen when I was ready but now I don’t see what I was worried about. Even though I had never been in a relationship before I don’t feel awkward in any situations and feel like I have to act a certain way. I’m just me and I’m so thankful the person I met I can be myself around. I also feel like our relationship is ours. We’re not a showy couple, we don’t even have a picture together (yet) but we don’t mind. We don’t have rules, we just enjoy being with each other.
Work
Work is kind of like school for me. I follow the rules, do what my boss tells me to do and I always turn up on time. I’ve never taken a sick day in my current job and have only not turned up to work once because my mum was ill. I go to work to do my work, I’m focused on the task at hand and take pride in my abilities. I would be scared to take the day off work for no reason, I couldn’t bring myself to do it because I’m so honest. I’m not saying other people don’t have this approach to work but I always see and hear people talking about the younger generation’s work ethic and whilst there are some people who do slack off and don’t want to learn, I’m the opposite.
My Mind
There is one link tying this whole post together; my mind and the way I think. The way I think is very considerate and 95% of the time tends to favour other people and their feelings rather than my own. I think about things in an abstract way and present options that aren’t what would be considered the norm. I’m calculated in how I act and what I say and like to think I have a high emotional intelligence (EQ). I am smart and focused and I know what I want. I have morals and standards but I don’t try to impose those on anyone else. I understand that everyone is an individual and they make their own choices and decisions. At times I feel like my mind is wise beyond my years but I am sensible and organised and that has always taken me far. Your mindset is important, it determines how you think and how you act.
I am proud of the person I am and I don’t see these things as differences anymore. It’s all about perception and how you choose to deal with them that matters. It’s okay if you didn’t like school but turned up everyday because you wanted to do well in exams, it’s okay if you’ve only had one relationship at age 22 and most of all it’s okay if you think outside of the box and not like everyone else. Being different is what makes you special!
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I absolutely loved this post hun you spoke from the heart I found it such an interesting read and I’m glad you haven’t changed to fit in I always say stand out from the rest it’s boring being normal xxx
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Aww thank you, I’m glad you loved it 😘 Nothing wrong with being different x
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You’re similar to me! I was slightly odd at school as I wanted to do well and behaved. I was scared of getting in trouble☺ I review only things I’ve bought too as I like to give honest reviews and nothing wrong with only dating one person. My partner never dated before me as he never liked anyone and he was 21 by then xx
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The others at school never seemed to care if they hadn’t finished their work and might not get a pass mark which is kind of sad. I’m glad I didn’t rush into dating and relationships x
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Same at my school. People would sometimes make fun of me because I just wanted to do well. I’d rather be a geek and pass things😊 Yeah better to wait. I had some awful bfs who I now pretend don’t exist. Wish I’d only dated my partner and no one before😊 x
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That’s not nice, sorry to hear people made fun of you 😥
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It’s okay hun. I’d rather be a nerd and do well. Most people I went to school with didn’t do well, so now they’re not in good jobs etc. I enjoyed studying😊 xx
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It’s good you have a good job and your hard work paid off 🙂 I enjoy learning too x
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It’s good. Nothing wrong with us. I think we’re the normal ones who like to learn and do well at things☺😊 xx
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Love this post Chanelle! Sometimes it’s easy to feel like it’s a negative thing to be different, but it’s definitely not! I’m proud of you for having the confidence to write this post and I think you’re a great person!
Claire xx
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Aww thanks Claire! I definitely see being different as a positive now 🙂 thanks for reading xx
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What a fun series! I’m so happy that I found your blog! xx.
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Aww thank you! X
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I’ve found that when I was younger, I felt that I was so different than everyone. But as I got older, I realized that we’re all more similar than we realize. Lots of little differences seems so magnified but they are minor compared to the vast amount of common things we all share! The differences among us do make for a diversity and more interesting things to talk about! 🙂
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I genuinely like being different now but 10-ish years ago I didn’t realise how much of a good thing it was. There are still a small number of people who don’t appreciate the differences in others or understand that different is okay but I accept that’s no longer my problem 🙂
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